Sleep

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I'm really tired. I haven't slept in a while. I've been staying up and reading the past few days. I've been drawing a lot too. I know it makes me really tired, but it's sort of been helping me clear my head and calm down. Plus I've been too scared and upset to really sleep anyway. But now after being awake for so long, I want to lay in my bed and sleep forever. I've felt pretty sick lately, although I don't know why. I've been having to take my medicine for my headaches almost every day, sometimes more than once. Everyone keeps asking me if I'm okay. I just keep saying i'm tired even though that's really only part of whats wrong. It's almost like I'm losing everyone. It seems like all my friends are sick, dying, or dead. Some of them aren't even sick, they're just very sad and I know there isn't much I can do to help them.