Sleep

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I'm really tired. I haven't slept in a while. I've been staying up and reading the past few days. I've been drawing a lot too. I know it makes me really tired, but it's sort of been helping me clear my head and calm down. Plus I've been too scared and upset to really sleep anyway. But now after being awake for so long, I want to lay in my bed and sleep forever. I've felt pretty sick lately, although I don't know why. I've been having to take my medicine for my headaches almost every day, sometimes more than once. Everyone keeps asking me if I'm okay. I just keep saying i'm tired even though that's really only part of whats wrong. It's almost like I'm losing everyone. It seems like all my friends are sick, dying, or dead. Some of them aren't even sick, they're just very sad and I know there isn't much I can do to help them.

The Books Have Eyes

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I was walking home one night, and decided to take a shortcut through an alley. I had never had any trouble before walking in the alley, as sinister as it looked. Yet today, i looked up to see a young man walking toward me. He looked about my age, so I thought nothing of it. Perhaps I went to school with him and just failed to recognize his face. Thought, as I walked closer, he seemed to slow down. He stopped directly in front of me, blocking my path out of the alley. He reached into his jacket. Of course, being alone, it scared me. He pulled out a book. It was fairly large, bound in leather with a strange glass eye on the front. He handed it to me and said, "Here. I believe this is yours."
Thinking there must have been a mistake, I tried to give it back, but he insisted I take it and read it. I walked the rest of the way home. For days, the book lie on my desk. FInally, I was compelled to read it. I read and slowly realized it was my life. When I got to this day, I noticed something. There were only 10 blank pages left.

The Great Cheese It War

So we aren't allowed to have Cheese Its in the cafeteria anymore and it's my fault. It started with me just throwing one at my friend, just playing around. We had all gotten a bag of them for lunch. He threw one back. Slowly, our entire table noticed this, and began throwing cheese its at each other. Which, considering us, wasn't the worst thing to do. But... the fighting escalated. Soon almost everyone at around us were violently attacking each other with them. it looked like it was raining! there were bits and pieces of the cracker that had exploded in the midst of battle. It turned into a war. soon, the lunch workers noticed the havoc that was going on outside their small kitchen. They came out using trays as shields, trying not to be pelted by the flying cheese its. It took all the lunch workers, as well as the teachers and staff, to calm the students and fighting. It took us over an hour to clean it all up.

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The Fault In Our Stars

THE FAULT IN OUR STARS RUINED MY LIFE. Yes, I read the book and watched the movie way before this time, but someone started to sing a song from the movie and I'm just like no. That's not okay. No. I mean yeah, it's an amazing book, I love John Green, but HOW DARE YOU DO THAT TO ME. You cannot simply kill someone like that. Not someone that perfect. I'm really not sure why he did it, and even after the book was published he was interviewed and said that he strongly regretted killing him. (Sorry I keep saying "him" instead of a name, I don't know if you've read the book yet.) It's one of my favorite books none the less.

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This Age

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How absolutely horrible it was. I mean yeah, there are some good things, but everyone is just so mean and everything is just wrong. Its a time when you HATE people, which is understandable. It's full of drama and completely irrelevant things that make no sense and confuse and hurt people. Your friends are all getting in fights, practically everyone is depressed and extremely self conscious, and thats just the start. This isnt as bad as life gets, school will get harder, so will the world, and so will peoples' cold little hearts. I wish i could get back to like 2006 when I came home from 1st grade and grabbed a granola bar and watched That's So Raven without hating myself. But sadly, I cannot time travel (yet) and that is an impossible possibility.Right now i just want to sleep through the next four and 3/4 years of my life and pretend high school and middle school never happened.

They Stole My Blood

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I had to go to the hospital yesterday. I hate hospitals. (well the modern ones anyway abandoned wards are amazing) But anyway they stole my blood. They took 2 vials of it for testing. I'm supposed to get my results today. I had to get my blood tested because the doctors think I may have some sort of deficiency in my blood that's causing me head aches constantly.  I have some prescription pills to take for them now, and on Monday I have to get my eyes tested to see if that is whats causing the problem. (I might have to get glasses ugh.) and if my new pills won't take the headaches away then I'll have to be put on something stronger and have to take them every day. My arm hurts. So does my head. I'm really tired. I just wanna go home and lay on the floor. But it's only 2nd hour. Ugh.